still around here…
still playing husng…
currently busting my ass with ipoker’s superturbos, playing $50s-$200s. basically living off rakeback
through ups and downs, i’m still alive.
HAH, who am i kiddin’ ?
LIFE’S GREAT !
hopefully posts will come… i need to keep track of my fkin progress… M’KAY ?
managed to bump up the average buy in a bit in july, but nothing fancy ’til the start of this month, when i told myself i’ll play less-to-none $50s and strengthen up for the $100s and $200s gambol. i’m slightly up prerakeback in august, but it’s not that big of a deal.
i played this year’s Wallonie Series of Poker in Namur, Belgium, with no result. Was down ~4kE for the trip, but got ~1.8kE from a friend for a 10% swap after he chopped the highroller 1kE event. i was kinda frustrated for the trip poker-wise, but i sure as hell had a lot of fun with darie (mtt player) and juncu (cashgame grinder). they’re two opposite fuckers.
swings at 200s hurt a bit more than my usual 10-15bi swings at lower stakes, but i gotta stay focused. this is my fkin’ chance to climb the stakes, so i can’t afford to nit it up playing lower anymore. i did it for way longer than i should’ve.
my mini staking stable seems to be getting on the right track. i have four 180man turbo horses and a husng grinder, all on ps. had to dump a couple of guys due to poor results. also got scammed by a what-i-am-ashamed-to-call fellow romanian for ~1k or so, but that’s a risk i have to assume when doing this. i have all his personal info and will eventually post it on a couple of poker forums, so he won’t be stealing anybody else (ps sn [wanasay]1.0).
july husng garphs
i stopped playing live.
i stopped playing <$50s, forever.
i stopped smoking regular cigs. now i’m abusing the electrical cigarette.
i stopped smoking herbs daily.
i started running.
i stopped running after 4 days. my legs hurt.
i stopped playing 3+ husngs simultaneously.
i stopped spending a lot daily.
i started spending more time with friends.
i stopped having bad/depressive thoughts all day long.
i stopped taking modafinil.
i stopped thinking i’m the worst player ever.
i stopped playing long sessions.
i stopped trying to be coherent all the time. i gotta admit i’m just the average joe.
i kept listening to good good music.
i kept going to the movies weekly.
i kept laughing.
i kept staking decent players on pokerstars/ongame.
to hell with writing long posts… it seems i never get the urge to do it.
so i started playing more live poker… i like it, it’s been good to me thus far, but it sure as hell is tiring. combining live and online grind is hard, imo. hence, i’m trying to lower the live volume and concentrate more on the interwebs.
of course i’m still playing $30s and $50s. vaguely taking shots at $100s. it’s like my brain doesn’t want me to move up. every time i try it, it doesn’t feel right. dunno, it’s starting to scare me. creepy stuff.
2011 was a fun year. i watched my dad get better after his plane crash, managed to scrape up a couple of cashes on the live “mini bi mtt” scene, met a bunch of awesome people and had a lot of cool experiences.
i set a couple of goals for this year : $150k in pokerprofits AND running my own business by december (be it online/live). I really think i need to have some residual earnings to keep my head straight.
starting february, i’ve been speculating a bit with long online grind sessions (did two thus far), with the help of modafinil. the volume is good, but i don’t seem to be in the zone for the last 4-5 hours of play. will come back with stats and stuff.
finally, inmotionhosting seems to be decent with hosting my online projects, so i guess i’ll stick to it for now.
keepin’ it standard with the “fatboypic+song.1/post” retardmagnet strategy.
90% OF THE POST ARE LOST FOREVER
and after the horrendous hubb.co disappearance, seems like iWeb’s $149/month server has a lot of issues, so i’ll have to relocate all my current web projects. I’ve been searching for some decent rated webhosting company to rent a server from for a while now, with no real success… everything is “on pending” for the time being. FML !