octobers suck !
again with a delayed post. i blame me for everything. i should’ve gotten my driver’s license, but i’m lazy. i should’ve passed my college year, but i’m lazy. i should’ve went to gym, but i’m lazy. i should’ve stopped being lazy, but i’m lazy. notice the trend.
anyways, nothing much outside-poker happened these last months. i feel like i’m trapped in my room, like i fell in love with its temperature and odor. my fkin muscles are dissolving ! get out, alik, move your fucking legs for a while. NO !
on the other hand, i’m pretty proud of myself for not going to pokerfest bucharest (1kEUR bi + another 6-700eur expenses) and staying home for ze online grind.
i tell ya, novembers rule ! best month ever, thus far. i’ve been playing some good pokers, main reason being my awesome run. these things go hand in hand, it seems. meaning i have not yet evolved into a good poker player. regular swinger, it’s what i am. stopped playing on my pacific account (horrendous rng… altho i kinda miss it sometimes) and currently, i’m waiting for the stars.fr confirmation letter blablahs, pour commencer jouer au pocheretoilles avec beaucoup de gross poissons (AYE !)
the good regs avoid me, it seems, whilst the weak ones keep joining. i’m ok with that.
finally added $300 regspeeds to my daily routine. 125bb starting w/ 12min blinds iz teh fkin nuts !
staking is still “meh”. down ~3k last month, up ~2k this month from it. still pumping.
sleeping schedule is way off. i’ve been taking these codeine pills (Codamin) for my endless migraine. i should get treatment for my sinusitis, but i’m lazy.
strange enough, i knitted up some balls that i could use when trying out $200 turbos on ongame. turns out i’m not a good taylor. tried my best, but ze gods didn’t grant access to the higher stakes. no problem, tho, despite the bad turn of events, confidence is back up, now that i’ve readded $50s turbos to my daily grind. SOON, YOU BASTARD HIGHER STAKES. SOON !
meh, forget about it (with that mob accent), life’s great. seems like spending a bit more time with gf makes swings easier. hopefully i’ll be back to them turbo 200s by the end of the month.
played three live plo sessions in my hometown. damn that game’s so addictive… ended down ~$300 overall, but it felt good.
managed to bump up the average buy in a bit in july, but nothing fancy ’til the start of this month, when i told myself i’ll play less-to-none $50s and strengthen up for the $100s and $200s gambol. i’m slightly up prerakeback in august, but it’s not that big of a deal.
i played this year’s Wallonie Series of Poker in Namur, Belgium, with no result. Was down ~4kE for the trip, but got ~1.8kE from a friend for a 10% swap after he chopped the highroller 1kE event. i was kinda frustrated for the trip poker-wise, but i sure as hell had a lot of fun with darie (mtt player) and juncu (cashgame grinder). they’re two opposite fuckers.
swings at 200s hurt a bit more than my usual 10-15bi swings at lower stakes, but i gotta stay focused. this is my fkin’ chance to climb the stakes, so i can’t afford to nit it up playing lower anymore. i did it for way longer than i should’ve.
my mini staking stable seems to be getting on the right track. i have four 180man turbo horses and a husng grinder, all on ps. had to dump a couple of guys due to poor results. also got scammed by a what-i-am-ashamed-to-call fellow romanian for ~1k or so, but that’s a risk i have to assume when doing this. i have all his personal info and will eventually post it on a couple of poker forums, so he won’t be stealing anybody else (ps sn [wanasay]1.0).
july husng garphs
i stopped playing live.
i stopped playing <$50s, forever.
i stopped smoking regular cigs. now i’m abusing the electrical cigarette.
i stopped smoking herbs daily.
i started running.
i stopped running after 4 days. my legs hurt.
i stopped playing 3+ husngs simultaneously.
i stopped spending a lot daily.
i started spending more time with friends.
i stopped having bad/depressive thoughts all day long.
i stopped taking modafinil.
i stopped thinking i’m the worst player ever.
i stopped playing long sessions.
i stopped trying to be coherent all the time. i gotta admit i’m just the average joe.
i kept listening to good good music.
i kept going to the movies weekly.
i kept laughing.
i kept staking decent players on pokerstars/ongame.