Posts tagged variance in heads up
octobers suck !
again with a delayed post. i blame me for everything. i should’ve gotten my driver’s license, but i’m lazy. i should’ve passed my college year, but i’m lazy. i should’ve went to gym, but i’m lazy. i should’ve stopped being lazy, but i’m lazy. notice the trend.
anyways, nothing much outside-poker happened these last months. i feel like i’m trapped in my room, like i fell in love with its temperature and odor. my fkin muscles are dissolving ! get out, alik, move your fucking legs for a while. NO !
on the other hand, i’m pretty proud of myself for not going to pokerfest bucharest (1kEUR bi + another 6-700eur expenses) and staying home for ze online grind.
i tell ya, novembers rule ! best month ever, thus far. i’ve been playing some good pokers, main reason being my awesome run. these things go hand in hand, it seems. meaning i have not yet evolved into a good poker player. regular swinger, it’s what i am. stopped playing on my pacific account (horrendous rng… altho i kinda miss it sometimes) and currently, i’m waiting for the stars.fr confirmation letter blablahs, pour commencer jouer au pocheretoilles avec beaucoup de gross poissons (AYE !)
the good regs avoid me, it seems, whilst the weak ones keep joining. i’m ok with that.
finally added $300 regspeeds to my daily routine. 125bb starting w/ 12min blinds iz teh fkin nuts !
staking is still “meh”. down ~3k last month, up ~2k this month from it. still pumping.
sleeping schedule is way off. i’ve been taking these codeine pills (Codamin) for my endless migraine. i should get treatment for my sinusitis, but i’m lazy.
yay… just got a GSOP Bucharest package on OnGame. It’s a $1600 buy-in four day nlhe freezeout mtt, with 5 nights accommodation and $700 spending money. Adding the package to this month’s online winnings makes January 2011 my best month yet, despite running pretty rough most of it.
since getting back from vienna, two weeks ago, i played ~850 games, with a 500 game breakeven stretch. that’s pretty painful, and kinda fucked up my game for a while there. but then, had an upswing these last 4 days. up ~35bi in 200 games.
last week, i bought myself a wireless keyboard & mouse kit, webcam and a new printer… just felt i needed a small reward… also bought an 120gb ipod classic yesterday, and right now i’m moving my music collection to it.
i’ll start taking shots at $100s and $200s in february. 5-6bi shots at each level, though, ‘coz i need most of the profit to pay up some of my debts and dad’s operations (he’ll have to get cut again, because of Craiova’s shitty medical system).
a couple of days of peace, that’s what i need right now…
ok. First week gone… Only played 159 games since i came back from Bucharest, with very good results… I obviously ran good on this timespan, but I really feel that my game is starting to shape up… I’m feeling pretty confident on my abilities at the moment, and I hope I’ll be keeping myself this way.
I didn’t play a single hand of live poker, and I’m not thinking on doing it for the whole month. No decent homegames left in Craiova that I know of…
Bought myself a Samsung G3 external 1TB HDD (~$120) to finally clear out all my PC and laptop data… I’ll be formatting both the next couple of days, and try to make HEM work on Windows 7 Pro.
Also bought these headphones for $30… I like them a lot… I love feeling the bass smashing my ears apart. Would definitely recommend to all music enthusiasts…
From now on, I’ll be adding a song and a picture to the post, if I’ve been profitable.
I’d love to be able to write tens of thousands of words talking about a subject, debating for long hours on various subjects, but damn my brain’s dead. I’m braindead… deadbraindead.
These last couple of days made me think about my game… I’ve been struggling with the heads up variance. But I kept playing, managing to keep my 50 husng game/day ratio in order. I need to get my confidence back.
HUSNG Profit : $324
MTT Profit : $456
… i go sleep naoaw.